seriously ,really tension right now!!

my mood become worst and worst. 

really tension..really need my mom and daddy & family..

without money everything can happen..always thinking about my father..

where can i get money to pay my debt??

anyone can help me? of course cannot..

need money right now!!

where can i get it??

borrow ?

sell  or something else..??

i hate me right now..really HATE!